proximate · marooned · exquisite
The ache of being understood *almost* completely — that final millimeter of distance that makes the closeness hurt more than absence ever could.
Almost Fluent In Me
Verse 1
We are known to the second decimal place
Close enough to feel the rounding error
Someone reads our face across the table
And names the feeling — nearly, nearly there
We nod and say yes, that's it, that's it
But something in us stays untranslated
A word that doesn't cross the distance
We've stopped trying to locate it
Chorus
Oh, the almost is the cruelest country
Where we live just past the border of the known
Close enough to see each other clearly
Far enough to be profoundly, quietly alone
We are fluent in each other's silences
But the silence has a room inside a room
And we stand outside it, recognized
Waiting for a door that almost opens soon
Bridge
Maybe this is what it means to be alive
Perpetually approximate
Under someone's understanding like a sky
That covers us but cannot quite touch ground
We are grateful for the nearness
We are aching at the gap
Two maps of the same territory
Folded differently, and that's that
Verse 2
We rehearse ourselves in better language
Hope the next attempt completes the phrase
But fluency was never the missing piece
Some things live outside of what words raise
Outro
Almost, almost
And isn't that a kind of love
Almost, almost
Close enough to know it hurts
Instrumental Outro
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